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Life choices [23 May 2006|02:15am]
[ mood | <3 Lemurs <3 ]
[ music | Fiona Apple - Paper Bag ]

When I grow up I want to be an umwelt.

10 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

[09 May 2006|04:54pm]
[ mood | the future scares me ]
[ music | something about aircraft carriers on national geographic ]

I found this to be extremely awesome.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=L7UnHOTnPNk
I love it.
Please tell me your reactions, reflections or thoughts to it. You can do this by commenting on this lifejournal. Then we will have an internet discussion over the video. Begin.

3 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

[01 May 2006|03:49am]
i can't fall asleep.
4 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

Back by Poplar demand! [17 Apr 2006|10:46pm]
[ mood | punz ]

22 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

EVERYONE WHO WANTS RACHEL BACK REPLY TO THIS! [17 Apr 2006|02:44am]
[ mood | DIIIIIIIISTRESSED ]
[ music | tears from lack of ]

Rachel Apple! Please undelete your livejournal immelee!! It causes me great distress to see you daleted from my friends list. Love, your long time friend.

26 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

evolution? [21 Mar 2006|03:34am]
[ mood | where's my bookmark? ]
[ music | cat power - ice water ]

people are fucking weirdos

36 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

She also included a certificate of appreciation (i guess for my future donation?) [07 Mar 2006|11:10pm]
[ music | Emiliana Torrini - Sunny Road ]

Today I got a letter in the mail from Toni Morrison asking me for money.

How did she get my address? Especially the new address I've only had for less than a year?

Edit: At first I wasn't sure about this, but it seems real. I think it was really her. This is the place she requested a donation for: http://www.splcenter.org/index.jsp Check it out.

5 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

[30 Jan 2006|09:01pm]
Man, the moon is so cool.
6 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

That labyrinth... man oh man. [05 Dec 2005|03:46pm]
[ mood | Escape or recreate? ]
[ music | Natalie London - Thea ]

You shouldn't have flown so high Icarus.

3 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

I love Jeff Buckley more than truth can tell. [20 Nov 2005|01:34pm]
[ mood | I'm a chump. ]
[ music | Jeff Buckley - Dream Brother ]

Writer's Block.

4 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

that is all. [15 Nov 2005|01:38pm]
[ mood | the world just keeps spinning ]
[ music | Willy Mason - Oxygen ]

I don't like science.

6 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

silence [15 Sep 2005|12:05am]
[ mood | silence ]
[ music | silence ]

I like reading past entries.

19 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

transcendental with no inner light [27 Aug 2005|04:10pm]
[ mood | i see monsters ]
[ music | ryan adams - the shadowlands ]

This place is beautiful.

My last fortune cookie said "discontent is the first step in the progress of a man or a nation." I got that in a resturaunt in San Luis Obispo a week from yesterday on my way up here. I believe in signs and synchronicity and fortuity and meaningful coincidence and whatever you want to call it.

It didn't make as much sense then, when I was enjoying my beautiful drive. And it would have made much more sense 9 months ago. But it certainly makes sense now. 15 minutes a day doesn't seem to be enough.

I think I'm going to go for a hike in my backyard.

6 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

in a universal hive. [18 Aug 2005|04:17pm]
[ mood | nothing more ]
[ music | wilco - jesus etc. ]

we're all just worker bees.

Ah the night...here it comes again

[06 Jul 2005|09:16pm]
[ music | the beatles - here comes the sun ]

The sunset's most beautiful on doomsday.

8 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

i have too many unanswered questions for the fuidgnce to dissapear [20 Jun 2005|07:39pm]
[ mood | set free your painted bird ]
[ music | belle and sebastian - get me away from here, im dying ]

i feel that the 8th grade Carla is a beautiful poet:

"pepper colored hair,
withered hands, wrinkles appear.
Parkinson's disease.
Ironic it is, the old
die in fetal positions."


i think partly, an essential self influences those contingent events. Also, i think it created the connotations surrounding the descriptions in our minds. I don't give a fuck if i can't discover it, it's still beautiful regardless. and don't get me wrong, i dont mean essential self in

also, i love poets more than scientists. and more than businessmen. a lot more than businessmen. but i'm not one to pick favorites.

7 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

The ant that leaves and doesn't survive or the ant that returns with food for the parade. [31 May 2005|07:16pm]
[ mood | gabe lemmon touches lives ]
[ music | andrew bird - tables and chairs ]

so now that I know who I'm not... how do I create who I am?

22 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

[25 Dec 2004|09:02pm]
[ mood | im not wise and my teeth hurt ]
[ music | ani difranco - serpentine ]

capitalism is the devil's wet dream.
- ani difranco (knows it all)

15 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

[10 Nov 2004|06:31pm]
[ mood | "love is the action of soul satisfaction" ]
[ music | Spearhead - Speaking Of Tongues ]

oh, what a world.

4 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

"In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer." - Camus [06 Nov 2004|04:24pm]
[ mood | hate is what brought me here, but love'll set me free ]
[ music | Spearhead - Love'll Set Me Free ]

We're living in hard times and there doesn't seem to be much hope in sight. 
But there can't be a yin without a yang, or a yang without a yin.  There can't be peace without war or love without hate.  Hopefully this sadness will bring out it's opposite.  With all the war hopefully there will be a revolution of peace.  Hopefully there will be an evolution of love.  Of all the sadness, of all the negativaty of my week it has been balanced with an overwhelming amount of positivity and goodness. 
There's going to be balance.  Of all this present evil and future evil there will be a strong force of good to face it.

We can complain all we want.  We can fill our lives with fuck bush's and damn kerry's or we can stop speaking and start doing. 

It's never too late.  Take this into consideration.  Spearhead - Never Too Late )

1 breaks my body and the other breaks my soul| Ah the night...here it comes again

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